First time i hear people telling me i have AP

So, as the subject suggest, i was told i have AP. And that i need to change, else wherever i go, at home or personal, it will not be good....

I'm amazed!

Disappointment

It seems that having a 2 weeks break has not changed how i felt about the company. A slightest shit that i encountered, make me super pissed. Maybe the problem is with me, and i'm not having any progress. Time to consider changing the environment. I need new factors to make me feel more appreciated, monetary and recognition wise. Good colleagues need to be redefined as all man can be selfish.

......

i need to cool down and think of what was said. And decide......i'm not enjoying this.

Irritated

I'm not working these 2 days but am not really happy about how work is. Or rather, i dun think i am coping well. Too many unknowns that i need to learn myself and get it up. All systems related stuff falls under me and i'm causing project delays. Yes i have a girl under me but i do not have enough knowledge to pass on. It's time to do something.

Argh....

New house

I now officially own a 5 room flat, located at the east.

Now is the time to plan what to put in the house. To touch up with my touches....

Stay tune...

Please learn.....

Standing behind someone and staring into their screen is what i defined as rude. Stop it.

Managing expectations

So, i have to start managing my expectations before i 'kill' myself with my expectations

Today i had scheduled for a practice session. So my friends who are able to make it turn up. I did not want to waste people's time as its afterall, a favour. So i was clear and told them we will do half hour of each choreo, meet at 9pm, at the studio.

The march in choreo wasn't that smooth. WZ had problems with her choreo as i think the song i've chosen did not give her much inspirations. She had struggled with the choreo. It was in bits and pieces. Had to help make it linked.

The dance performance choreo was better. B was almost done with his and he was clearer in his teaching. But the choreo was more challenging.

Overall, we started late, as had to wait for B to be done with his performance. We managed to practice about 8 eights i think and i spend the rest of the time with WZ and JY to help do up the choreo and finally done with verse and pre-chorus.

Hopefully the next practice is better. dun really want to waste ppl's time when its a favour....

opps he did it again part 2

Just when i am halfway surfing the net, all power went off and i hear the sound of water. Or rather, peeing.

I went to his room. He is standing there, peeing into the corner of the wall, IN THE ROOM.

No matter how i call, there is no response.

I woke her up, got the power up, and both of us started cleaning.

I cannot imagine how she has done this for him soo many times.

Which is worst
1. Clean up after your baby/children
2. Clean up after a drunkard HIM
3. Clean up after a sick HER

I guess, probably, there is more tolerance and willingness over 1st and 3rd. The 2nd, call yourself unlucky. Shit. I bet this will not be the first and last.

Argh.....

opps he did it again

Since i can remember, this is the xxxxx times he is drunk. i could not understand how he expect to gain people's respect when he is always behaving like that.

I'm tired, after carrying him with her to his bedroom and on the bed.